I cant believe people would actually stoop so  pathetically low.

Thursday night me and my parents went to Applebee's in Seaford for dinner. Well, we go there so much one of the waitress's sits down with us to talk. She was telling me about something that I was hoping I heard wrong but apparently not since it was in the paper yesterday.

She was telling me about how one day this past week a guy was there eating and he was good looking but before she could say anything to him he had left. Well, her mom also works there with her, and she actually talked to him. Well, aparently a Soldier from Seaford is being buried today and that guy she thought was cute just happened to be his partner. Now, by me saying partner, I mean boyfriend. He got to telling her mom about what was suppose to happen today.

I feel like fucking someone up for this shit and I would and hope someone takes action. Since this Soldier that died was gay, people actually got a permit to protest at his funeral to hold signs saying he deserved to die and was not a Soldier and was a disgrace to his uniform.

Who the hell man! Who the hell. For one, how could the government give these people a permit to do this at someones funeral, and secondly, disrespect a Soldier like that!? I dont see those fat bastards sitting up in those comfy chairs signing these forms for these protesters fighting over in Iraq! How they hell could they do something like that!?

I dont support this war because I dont understand it. I dont know how it started and I just dont care about it. That doesnt mean I dont support the men and women fighting in it for the ones who are innocent in Iraq and to fight to keep it from spreading. They are doing what makes them happy.

Same goes for homosexuals. I dont understand them, I dont know what would make them go for the same sex, but just because I dont do what they do doesnt mean Im gonna hate them for them doing what makes them happy. Why deprive someone of their happiness? If they arent hurting anyone else, let it be.

This man, Soldier, American, just fought for the country he loved that turned its back against him, but that didnt stop him from giving his life to it. He fought for the ones he loved and cared about. And these cowards, these ignorant savages think they can judge him for being gay when apprantly they dont know the meaning of love themselves.

It all relates to religion. Thats why it isnt legal for them to marry, thats why people are against it so much. Now, Im not a religious person myself, I could care less about that bullshit cause thats all it is. Why worry about something going on after your dead while your alive. LIVE DAMNIT! But anyway, though Im not religious, I cant help but think "God" says its a sin for the same sex relations, that its a sin to hate "thy brother," isnt it a contradiction for these people to protest the way they are? I would think if I was actually "God" I would be pissed for someone to mock what I created. After all "God" is suppose to be the creater. Which means he created these people to be the way they are.

There was a quote my friend told me from the show she watches called the L-word. I cant remember exactly how it went but its true. It was something around the lines of what would this lady say on judgement day to God about her being a Lesbian. Her response was around the lines of, "You created me and I am proud." Its true really when you think about it. Me, I am as straight as straight can get but I can always put myself in other peoples shoes. Unfortuently my stupidity got the best of me back in High School. I think everyone's the same way some point in their lives, mainly High School is when it hits the hardest. I didnt like homosexuals for one reason, and that was because of all the lil immature kids in Caroline County who think just because they see one girl as being sexy they think that makes the bi or gay. Not to mention they had that attitude of "hey if I like you, you GOT to like me." Plus, they aint nothing but drama heads. But after sitting and talkin to a girl that you later found to actually be gay, you come to terms and realize, theres no damn difference. White people love white people. Black people love black people, some date different races.

Someone explain to me why people act the way they do about homosexuals. They love the same sex...whats the big deal? If they arent forcing themselves onto someone else, hurting someone, or whatever other kinda bullshit you can think of, why is it bad? They love...not hate. Isnt that what we try to teach kids? "To love thy brother." Im not saying we all should be gay, but Im saying we should love everybody according to the bible. So to honest and truthful that book isnt nothing but a damn contradiction.

Religion is nothing but a nuisance. It ruins everything from food to clothes. Isnt one religion suppose to have woman covering everything. Why would "God" want you to do that? If you were meant to look a certain way you WOULD the day you were born. Hell, this shit has caused more hate in this world than good thats why we have September 11th in history. All those assholes wanted to do was get to heaven and please their God. So BAM! There goes the Twin towers.

People still feel stripes for stripes, spots for spots. Now, I dont like how we have activist out here for the gay community. To me, that makes it seem like everyone has to accept it. Almost like again, they are trying to push it on to people. I think that should stop. The only time you should stand up to someone is when they actually are face to face with you. Not to form ralleys and yell and scream and start fights. Thats only gonna make it worse. Not better. I feel this way about a lot of activist in different things, even the illegal immigration thing. What they did was stupid, saying without them we couldnt make it. Theres different and better ways to go about it.

If we could end all this religious bullshit, I do believe we actually would have peace.