I knew it! I fucking knew it! Denise is fucking pregnent again!

The sad part is I cant remember who the hell I bet money to about, and I know it was a lot! Looks like no good comes out of this at all.

Last night had to be the best night of the year.

It was the Street rod car show in Harrington, and its not just a car show. Its almost like a fair of rides...litterally. Cars everywhere of anything you can think of that isnt a fucking dumbass import, vendors selling funnel cakes, cotton candy, drinks, beer, with the occasional t-shirt, model cars, and a few odds and ends here and there being sold. Then they have the controled burn-outs(which I missed), neon parade, and flame throwers.

The best.

I got pictures of the neon parade and the first half of the flame throwers. Unfortuently, I ran out of film right when they have the 40ft flame thrower come up. Man, I tell you you could have roasted a damn marshmellow with that fucker from a mile away. The heat from that was intense! I had to practically shut my eyes cause it was so bright! Met a few people there too that were cool. One from Fedralsburg who knows Shawne and agrees with everyone else, hes an ass. And another person who knows my dad. My dads knee was bothering him bad so he was sitting on the bleachers practically missing the whole thing, except for the 40ft flames. Thankfully though the guy he works with was there so he had someone to talk to.

Everyone I shook hands with was a Ford person. I find that awesomely funny! I met 3 other people who have 93 stangs like me, though mines not comparable to their winners. But Im not the only one who wants to keep it strickly "no go show boat."

Which reminds me, me and my dad had a fun time just drivin there cause I burn a cd of nothing but car songs and oldies. So we set the mood right with that. Course our fav parts of the songs were the WA WAAA WA WA WA WAWAAAA's and the OOOOWEEEOOOOWOOOOWOOO's. So we got a kick out of that. Singing, "she's real fine my 409" and "little GTO your really lookin fine 3 barrels and a 4 speed witha  389."

Pure Craziness, but of course, we couldnt end the night without staying at the moose lodge until 1 in the morning. My aunt was drunk as hell. That was a site right there in itself. Sung some oldies then came home in the rain and went to bed. Yesterday felt like 2 days in one. I couldnt remember half of it cause of how excited I was about the car show.

The ones that put that car show on are from Delaware and do car shows all over throughout the summer, but I think Harringtons the only one you see so much action in. Unfortuently I was gonna go today and didnt cause its been raining practically non stop, and its not the drizzle kinda rain either. Not to mention I thought it ended at 4 and it ended at 2. So, I guess Ill just wait till next year to get pictures and actually be able to walk around.

I cant believe people would actually stoop so  pathetically low.

Thursday night me and my parents went to Applebee's in Seaford for dinner. Well, we go there so much one of the waitress's sits down with us to talk. She was telling me about something that I was hoping I heard wrong but apparently not since it was in the paper yesterday.

She was telling me about how one day this past week a guy was there eating and he was good looking but before she could say anything to him he had left. Well, her mom also works there with her, and she actually talked to him. Well, aparently a Soldier from Seaford is being buried today and that guy she thought was cute just happened to be his partner. Now, by me saying partner, I mean boyfriend. He got to telling her mom about what was suppose to happen today.

I feel like fucking someone up for this shit and I would and hope someone takes action. Since this Soldier that died was gay, people actually got a permit to protest at his funeral to hold signs saying he deserved to die and was not a Soldier and was a disgrace to his uniform.

Who the hell man! Who the hell. For one, how could the government give these people a permit to do this at someones funeral, and secondly, disrespect a Soldier like that!? I dont see those fat bastards sitting up in those comfy chairs signing these forms for these protesters fighting over in Iraq! How they hell could they do something like that!?

I dont support this war because I dont understand it. I dont know how it started and I just dont care about it. That doesnt mean I dont support the men and women fighting in it for the ones who are innocent in Iraq and to fight to keep it from spreading. They are doing what makes them happy.

Same goes for homosexuals. I dont understand them, I dont know what would make them go for the same sex, but just because I dont do what they do doesnt mean Im gonna hate them for them doing what makes them happy. Why deprive someone of their happiness? If they arent hurting anyone else, let it be.

This man, Soldier, American, just fought for the country he loved that turned its back against him, but that didnt stop him from giving his life to it. He fought for the ones he loved and cared about. And these cowards, these ignorant savages think they can judge him for being gay when apprantly they dont know the meaning of love themselves.

It all relates to religion. Thats why it isnt legal for them to marry, thats why people are against it so much. Now, Im not a religious person myself, I could care less about that bullshit cause thats all it is. Why worry about something going on after your dead while your alive. LIVE DAMNIT! But anyway, though Im not religious, I cant help but think "God" says its a sin for the same sex relations, that its a sin to hate "thy brother," isnt it a contradiction for these people to protest the way they are? I would think if I was actually "God" I would be pissed for someone to mock what I created. After all "God" is suppose to be the creater. Which means he created these people to be the way they are.

There was a quote my friend told me from the show she watches called the L-word. I cant remember exactly how it went but its true. It was something around the lines of what would this lady say on judgement day to God about her being a Lesbian. Her response was around the lines of, "You created me and I am proud." Its true really when you think about it. Me, I am as straight as straight can get but I can always put myself in other peoples shoes. Unfortuently my stupidity got the best of me back in High School. I think everyone's the same way some point in their lives, mainly High School is when it hits the hardest. I didnt like homosexuals for one reason, and that was because of all the lil immature kids in Caroline County who think just because they see one girl as being sexy they think that makes the bi or gay. Not to mention they had that attitude of "hey if I like you, you GOT to like me." Plus, they aint nothing but drama heads. But after sitting and talkin to a girl that you later found to actually be gay, you come to terms and realize, theres no damn difference. White people love white people. Black people love black people, some date different races.

Someone explain to me why people act the way they do about homosexuals. They love the same sex...whats the big deal? If they arent forcing themselves onto someone else, hurting someone, or whatever other kinda bullshit you can think of, why is it bad? They love...not hate. Isnt that what we try to teach kids? "To love thy brother." Im not saying we all should be gay, but Im saying we should love everybody according to the bible. So to honest and truthful that book isnt nothing but a damn contradiction.

Religion is nothing but a nuisance. It ruins everything from food to clothes. Isnt one religion suppose to have woman covering everything. Why would "God" want you to do that? If you were meant to look a certain way you WOULD the day you were born. Hell, this shit has caused more hate in this world than good thats why we have September 11th in history. All those assholes wanted to do was get to heaven and please their God. So BAM! There goes the Twin towers.

People still feel stripes for stripes, spots for spots. Now, I dont like how we have activist out here for the gay community. To me, that makes it seem like everyone has to accept it. Almost like again, they are trying to push it on to people. I think that should stop. The only time you should stand up to someone is when they actually are face to face with you. Not to form ralleys and yell and scream and start fights. Thats only gonna make it worse. Not better. I feel this way about a lot of activist in different things, even the illegal immigration thing. What they did was stupid, saying without them we couldnt make it. Theres different and better ways to go about it.

If we could end all this religious bullshit, I do believe we actually would have peace.

Dear President Bush,

       I plan to migrate to Mexico with my family and extended family, and I would like to ask you to assist me. Im going to walk across the border from the U.S. into Mexico, and I need to make a few arrangements. I know you can help with this.

      I plan to skip all the legal stuff like visas, passports, immigration quotas and laws. Im sure they can handle those things the same way you do here.

     So, would you mind telling your buddy, President Vicen te Fox, that Im on my way over? Please let him know that I will be expecting the following:

1. Free medical care for my entire family.

2. English-speaking government bureaucrats for all services I might need, whether I use them or not.

3. All government forms need to be printed in English.

4. I want my kids to be taught by English speaking teachers.

5. Schools need to include classes on American culture and history.

6. I want my kids to see the American flag flying on the top of the flag pole at their school with the Mexican flag flying lower down.

7. Please plan to feed my kids at school for both breakfast and lunch.

8. I will need a local Mexican driver's license so I can get easy access to government services.

9. I do not plan to have any car insurance, and I wont make any effort to learn the local traffic laws.

10. In case one of the Mexican police officers does not get the memo from Pres. Fox to leave me alone, please be sure that all police officers speak English.

11. I plan to fly the U.S. flag from my house top, put flag decals on my car, and have a gigantic celebration on July 4th. I do not want any complaints or negative comments from the locals.

12. I would also like to have a nice job without paying any taxes, and dont enforce any labor laws or tax laws.

13. Please tell all the people in the country to be extreemly nice and never say a critical word about me, or about the strain I might place on the economy.

     I know this is an easy request because you already do all these things for all the people who come to the U.S. from Mexico. I am sure that Pres. Fox wont mind returning the favor if you ask him nicely. However, if he gives you trouble, just invite him to go quail hunting with your Vice President.

Thank you so much for your kind help!

Sincerly,

Your Angry American

I officially got my nipples pierced Tuesday night. Which was very different from the clit. Morgan went with me and Im glad she did cause the shirt I wore was too damn tight to be putting back on after getting them done. So we switched and thankfully she helped me out when we went into Wal Mart cause I was too busy holding my her shirt and coat off of my chest cause the slightest touch made them somewhat irratated. Today its not too bad though. Next week Im getting my contacts. My eyes are gonna be a bright dark green now. Very cool looking with blonde hair! Then I think the week after that Im getting my tattoo redone. Im thinking about either changing it or covering it up with something else. not sure yet though. Im more focused on the one Im getting as for down to my "womanhood" as the piercer put it, done as possible.

My dads doing a little better now. His hips been aching some today, but now hes got something to do. When I went with my mom to the docs we went over to Radio Shack to get him a keyboard. Hes having fun. The TV aint even on. I think Im gonna go lay down Im tired.